The one about loneliness

and about where I have been for the last couple weeks

I am struggling and doubting and struggling a little more. I am finding it hard to push through the belief that I am capable of anything. The more I think it, the more it feels true. Everything I am putting out feels heavy and incapable of flight. It feels on fire before the flag is waved. And I have said for years, lay yourself out honest, stretching l…